Another week has passed ,I'm in a rut bad,and my mind just constantly flashes from one thing to another. I'm either slammed and asleep or bouncing from one thing to another. My writing is a labor,it's so hard to focus and finish one thought before I start another. I've had a lot of episodes where my guts are twisted in knots and bad cravings,at times I have tasted it or smelled it. Damn,if I can just hang on for a couple months,just until I have some damn energy,I think I could keep busy but as I am now I'm just too tired to do anything. I'm truly suffering for my sins.