relapse

" It's going to happen." That's what im being told. Now the pain and loss of productivity for 10 - 12 days will have to be endured again. The definition of insanity is "doing the same things and expecting different results". I guess this means im totally insane. Being a husband and father compounds all of the normal issues related to this condition. If i could drop everything and move to a deserted island for a year this would be alot easier,but this is not an option for an addict who is married and/or has children. I must endeavor to persevere although hope is in very short supply.